5:53 p.m. - 2005-08-19
No name for this one
My day started last night. I fell asleep on the couch, waking at 2:00 rather stiff. Got up and went to bed, shaking from the night sweats....and when I got to bed, I finished the night off with a nice round of nightmares.
Needless to say, I was a zombie at work today. Then I remembered it was my father's birthday. He passed away in '99. So I just went deeper and deeper until I began to melt down. I couldn't stop crying, and I felt like shit.
I left around 12:30 and came home.
Where I have enjoyed the afternoon, after making a quick stop at the cemetary. I feel weird going there. I mean, he's not there. It just doesn't feel right.
Dinner just arrived and I've only had half a sandwich all day. Gotta run.
